Interests:Sleeping. Gazing stars.
Waving to bangalas sitting at the
back of the lorry.
Laughing. Shopping spree.
Hanging out with my girls.
Laughs when the ghost appear in the screen. Procrastinating. Dolling-up.
Going crazy with my kind.
Doodling. Bangings & rollings.
Blogging about my daily life.
Lame jokes. Pinching & pulling.
Pretty nails. Arts. Funny people.
Clowns & entertainments. Stupid acts.
Parties & dance. Pretty boys(like my dearest).
Warm hugs. Kids. Drain pipes and cardigans.
Gatherings. Gucci Rush. Blowing kisses.
Cuddling and holding hands. go home
It's been exactly one month and a day since i've blogged. Hello again people! So, for some reasons, have not been attending school and also have not been updated much about my results. Will get my overall results on this friday, hopefully im able to promote to sec 4NA Will upload some pictures for this post, so let the photos do the talking yaw. Ps: Carrie Neo, have finally updated my blog. You cant smell dust now! Click the picture below for more photos.
Okeydokey dear diary, i shall share a secret with you. I cant believe i actually did a brave thing on friday, which is yesterday! But i swear i was abcdef. malu after that. Couldnt sleep well last night, stuff that i've done kept running through my mind. Saw his message today and well, feeling much better.There's a chinese test on Monday and im so physically drained already :( On a lighter note, it's Man Utd Vs Chelsea tomorrow night. Whee, am so looking forward to it. I wanna watch tomorrow's match badly, therefore i must return home before 11pm. I promise myself.
Hate myself for being so ill-disciplined. I should, i want and i need to start
studying now. Seriously. I guess i wont be updating my blog until the exams are over, which is like next month. So dear readers, if you miss me, you can just drop me a comment or sign my guestbook :)
20more days to EOY exam and hello, Anthea Tan can you
like please focus on your studies!? There's just so much to cope with,
sigh. Was really happy this morning, with the exception of rev-up of
course. Some of them from my class should know the reason why, i just
couldn't sit properly and listen well. Jumping and smiling like mad. On
sunday night, i had a slight flu. I thought it was nothing so didn't
took a Panadol but boy was i wrong! I got a bad flu and headache
yesterday, which made me felt so weak all over my body. Yada, i hate
having flu. An apple a day keeps the doctor away. Okay whatever, i so wanna get away from this earth :( I wanna go somewhere, somewhere i can meet aliens♥.
I guess i wont be blogging that soon 'cause i need to complete my
coursework by this Friday. You know there's once when i got so stressed
up that i cried infront of the laptop, the reason is because i put in
so much effort to complete that coursework and forgetful me didn't
saved it. God, it's the first time i ever cried because of a
schoolwork. Imagine that. [edited] Joley showed me something in the Seventeen maga. Capricorns are recommended to try this funny candy called - Alien drool candy drops. Awesome! Last thing before i end off this post, today is the 70th day :D
CENTER-PARTING IS THE HOT TREND THIS SEASON. I dreamt that i became an Arsenal fan this morning. Bro woke me up and poof, there goes my funny dream. No way! Am gonna support Man Utd always, hur.
You're the one who messed with us first, and now you're begging for forgiveness. Kiss my ass. Are you apologizing for ps-ingme or hurting my friends ? I know what you've done to me is just like peanuts to you, but your words are damn hurtful okay. Ask yourself what kind of attitude you showed me in the first place. I just merely showed them your letter, and it's not a crime okay! One year back, you too did the same thing when I pleaded with you not to let out that secret. Till today, I still can remember what took place vividly in my mind. Now, I can also say that Oh I was just showing my friends and telling them casually what was inside the letter you gave me. You said you casually asked him about it as a friend. Do you have brains to think ? Obviously you're giving me trouble. You can say I'm taking my revenge now or anything you want, but hell no, I woludn't resort to such nonsense. I don't hurt people intentionally, for I know it'd hurt them. But you actually didn't realized that you're not only hurting Anthea Tan and my friends, but you're hurting yourself as well.
I don't deny that you did brought me happy moments. Moments that we'd laugh all day long till we get stomach cramps. But everything is just so fake. Can you imagine how stupid we were in the past ? Quarreling non-stop and getting back to good friends again. I thought things would turn better but no, it got worse this year. Perhaps we're not meant to be friends for long. And this is not the first time, am really sick and tired of all these nonsense. One thing I know for sure is, no matter how the conclusion would be like, we wouldn't go back to the past, like before again. I'm very sure about this. I wouldn't want the same thing to happen over and over again, it's just so silly.
Anyway she said this to me : U've rily become one of dem har.OK2.Anw tel joley,she y not happy wan tear,not happy come find me lor.N i don talk things out.Realise it doesnt work,n tat sherna, she stare simi..Not happy find me Tmr aft skool.I ren alot le.Of cos I'll understand WHY u lik dem better,spend so much tym wit dem of cos become one of dem la.Like shit you! I hate it whenever you say I've became one of them okay, have alos tolerated you for very long. It just sounds so nasty saying I've became one of them and infact, I can tell you I'm much happier with them now. Well, in the very first place, you're the one who wrote that stupid letter referring Sherna as THAT HER. Who won't gets angry when others called your best friend rude names ? What's more, you emphasized that you took that effort to apologize to me out of sincerity. It's like C'mon lah, if you're really sincere enough to apologize for what you've done to me in the past, is there a need to include my friends in that letter ? Why care so much about my relationship with my cliques ? Obviously you're just jealous of us.
I just can't understand why, when you're at a loss of words, you'd use WJ as an excuse to argue back. It's not your damn bloody business to care about us right now okay! I bet he'll be even disappointed to know that we're not in good terms again. And whose fault is this ? I can't say it's entirely your fault but you're the one who stirs things up first and you should be the one trying to solve the problem. Yet all you could do was to remind me of how upset will WJ feels if he knows how much I've changed. I've done nothing wrong at all, and I don't see why should he feel upset about it. Seriously speaking, I've not forgotten how you've treated me in the past. Whenever you came up to me, every detail of what happened last year just runs through my mind. You brought me nothing but just nightmare! This nightmare will never go away, always haunting me. For now, I'll not rake up the past again. It only hurts me more. Don't have to worry you shitter, I won't go to tell WJ what had happened for sure. I'll never hurt him like how you've hurt my friends. Hurting my friends = hurting me, get it ?
You just don't know where your mistakes are! You'll never learn from it. Never. In retrospect, I was wrong to have become your friend again, after what had happened in the past. I was stupid enough, really. But this has also brought me and my cliques closer than before. So, thanks E anyway! Don't bother to tag back if you're reading this, much appreciated. I shall now close this subject, lets talk about something else :) School can be boring at times, but my friends never failed to cheer me up with their jokes. I simple love them hardcore - Sherna, Priscilla, Joley, Fana, Dassyali, Dom and Asri. Recess spent with 7dwarfs is definitely a great thing, but I recently got lesser chance to see him. It's really sad, though. But am still looking forward to seeing him, even if it's just once or twice a day.
Wow, this is really a long post. My brother is complaining that the network is pretty slow so I have to switch my comp off for now. See you people!
Will upload some pictures for this post, so let the photos do the talking yaw. Ps: Carrie Neo, have finally updated my blog. You cant smell dust now! Click the picture below for more photos.
